Let’s get one thing goddamn motherfucking straight, kiddos. If I want everyone and their girlfriend, boyfriend, minister, and pet fucking gerbil to hear what I have to say, it’ll be right here for them all to see as it is right now. Shout this message from the mountaintops for all I care, because I want the world to hear it.

Otherwise, don’t trust what you hear from me or about me by proxy because, obviously, the lines of communication in Central Pennsylvania are experiencing some interferance.

As of this moment it is New Years Eve. I worked my ass off to put a good party together for my friends and because of this petty fucking squabbling between us all it may come falling down on me. Because I’ve done anything wrong? Not really… because people keep involving me in their marital squabbles and then get mad when I form an opinion one way or the other. And apparently not one among us, and I’m not neccessarily counting myself out of this group, has the sack to come forth and confront whomever said whatever.

As if it’s anyone else’s goddamn business what is said in a telephone conversation between two other individuals anyway. Are you wiretapping me? Was I on record when I made those comments? Do you have some sort of warrent from the government that gives you legal right to know what the fuck is on my mind at all times? No?? Then step the fuck off!

You, my friends, know I love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. I’d do anything for you. You know what I ask in return? The same thing that I said tonight that probably put my ass in the doghouse: stop talking about each other. All I want is a little honesty between us. I’ll be the first to admit that I’ve been guilty of this before and I may be guilty of it again in the future; but I’m telling you right now it won’t take long to tear our friendships apart at the rate the bullshit has been flying lately.

So come to my party or don’t. I love you guys and will hang onto you as long as humanly possible; but the more you drag me through you’re shit, the more liable I am to let go.

If this sounds a little bit harsh, it’s because that’s exactly as I intended it to be. I can’t stress enough how much I value all my friendships. But when my friends start twisting my comments or using things I’ve said to them in confidence as bargaining chips in their banal and petty squabbles, it makes me consider just how much they really value their friendship with me.

The few of you that know me well know how little faith I have in anything. The only faith I still hold onto is in my friends, and I don’t want to loose that. Be honest with me and be honest with each other, that’s all I ask. Hope to see you all Friday night. Love ya.

As of this moment it is New Years Eve. I worked my ass off to put a good party together for my friends and because of this petty fucking squabbling between us all it may come falling down on me. Because I’ve done anything wrong? Not really… because people keep involving me in their marital squabbles and then get mad when I form an opinion one way or the other. And apparently not one among us, and I’m not neccessarily counting myself out of this group, has the sack to come forth and confront whomever said whatever.

As if it’s anyone else’s goddamn business what is said in a telephone conversation between two other individuals anyway. Are you wiretapping me? Was I on record when I made those comments? Do you have some sort of warrent from the government that gives you legal right to know what the fuck is on my mind at all times? No?? Then step the fuck off!

You, my friends, know I love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. I’d do anything for you. You know what I ask in return? The same thing that I said tonight that probably put my ass in the doghouse: stop talking about each other. All I want is a little honesty between us. I’ll be the first to admit that I’ve been guilty of this before and I may be guilty of it again in the future; but I’m telling you right now it won’t take long to tear our friendships apart at the rate the bullshit has been flying lately.

So come to my party or don’t. I love you guys and will hang onto you as long as humanly possible; but the more you drag me through you’re shit, the more liable I am to let go.

If this sounds a little bit harsh, it’s because that’s exactly as I intended it to be. I can’t stress enough how much I value all my friendships. But when my friends start twisting my comments or using things I’ve said to them in confidence as bargaining chips in their banal and petty squabbles, it makes me consider just how much they really value their friendship with me.

The few of you that know me well know how little faith I have in anything. The only faith I still hold onto is in my friends, and I don’t want to loose that. Be honest with me and be honest with each other, that’s all I ask. Hope to see you all Friday night. Love ya.